ggggrrrr...i am sooooooo in the shits hey....bloody frens....soooooo annoying!!! cancel things at the last minute...and i didnt bloody want to go in the first place and now i have been all made up and ready to party wif no where to go!!! how sad.... and to add insult to injury i have just been told the guy i have the hots for aint interested!!! aaaaarrrgghhh...how sooo totally stuffed up is that!!!! gripe gripe gripe question here is do i feel any better after this little blog? hm...

just thought i would write about this particular issue cause am in the midst of a conversation wif a fren on the very same topic... i guess i should reverse abit and actually explain wat i am talking about hey.... it is the age old question of whether we should let fate lead us to our destiny or should we go out and take on the world (as the saying goes) and make our "own" destiny... i for one am a firm believer in doing things to get the proverbial ball rolling...while the fren is o...

so this is how it all starts...endless surfing and now putting down random thoughts so complete strangers can read and think "what the?" is this an indication of the times? we dont have bound diaries any more, just electronic ones...diaries use to be personal and private and now they go up on the net for any and all to see... so what shall i write on my first official blog? Well i dont plan to have specific topics....most likely what i post will be random ramblings that pop up as i p...